Jesus Christ(ina)

Christina. 24. Libra I like long walks on the beach and pie. Things I blog? BTR, Kendall Schmidt, Whedonverse, ATL, SPN, Skins U.K., FOB, animals and hipster shit. Consult the links below and beside you for more info before you follow.
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I’m just a twenty-something year old living myself to death.

• What are your previous urls?

themadhatterexpress, christinainwonderland, satan-with-bug-eyed-sunglasses, illusionneverchanged (for, like, a day), cold-unfeeling-robot-arm, horrible-nightmare-visions (someone stole this from me, the bastards), breakdown-baby, santa-with-bug-eyed-sunglasses, thewickedwitchof (for, like, an hour), jakestermeowmeowkitty407

• What are you?

Human, mostly. Sometimes avian, often shark. I don’t have a penis and am of the female variety.

• What is your name?

Christina.

• How old are you?

24. Libra. Born in the year of the hare. Thank you for your time.

• What do you want to do for a living?

Write for television or write novels. Either one at this point is acceptable.

• What kind of music do you listen to?

A lot of different stuff. I love techno and alt-rock, indie music.

• Where are you from?

Georgia.

• What does your blog mostly consist of?

Ramblings about my life, Big Time Rush, Fran Kranz, Kendall Schmidt, SPN, Whedonverse, rants about things, unpopular opinions, Twilight, Taylor Lautner, Dark Angel, Jensen Ackles, Fall Out Boy, music, FOOD… but I mean, it’s really just pretty random.

• Who are your biggest celebrity crushes?

Kendall Schmidt, Luke Pasqualino, Fran Kranz, James Maslow, Taylor Lautner, Alex Gaskarth, Ryan Reynolds, and the list just keeps on going okay

• What do you ship?

A bunch of shit: [BTR] Jagan, Jamille, Buddhafer, Kames, sometimes Kogan, sometimes other things when the mood strikes me. [Whedonverse] Buffy/Riley, Xander/Cordy, Angel/Spike, Willow/Tara, Willow/Oz, Anya/Money, Fred/Wes, Paul/Echo, Sierra/Victor (yes I mean in their simplest doll form thank you), Topher/Echo (season one), Kaylee/Simon, Mal/Inara, Zoe/Wash, Jayne/his guns [other] Jalex, wincest, destiel, Sam/Jess, Dean/Lisa, Dean/pie, Dean/impala, Sam/computer, Max/Logan, Alec/Max, Tru/Luc, Olivia/Peter, Han/Leia, Jack/Sally, and I’m sure there’s more but this is already an epic, so…

• Is this really a personal blog and not a fandom blog?

Well… there’s a yes to this and also a no. I have a very personal blog now that only a handful of people know about. That’s not changing. I decided that I like talking about personal things here, what’s going on, blah blah blah, but I also needed a place AWAY from certain people to just… say what I want without feeling like I’m going to be judged by my followers. So yes this is a personal and YES this is also a fandom blog, but no it is not my ONLY personal blog.

• I heard you want to fuck Kendall Schmidt stupid?

You heard correctly. Some days yes, some days no. We have a love/hate relationship. I hate that I love him.

• Who the hell is Megan Wife?

HOW DARE YOU. SHE’S A NICE LADY! She is Megan. She is the reason my heart beats. She is the love of my internet life and I am nothing without her. She completes me in ways that no man will ~maybe~ ever complete me. We bonded over Kripke/Whedon/Supernatural discussions and she was my first real Tumblr “bff” and I will always love her. She knows me better than most people on here and I can’t express how much I care about this bitch without saying: She is my wife, and when I married her, I said til death do us part, and I fucking meant it.

• I thought you gave up writing fan fiction, bro?

I know, man. But it keeps sucking me back in. Goddamn. I just can’t escape it. It’s mostly  just stories for friends though. POV fics every now and then. You don’t have to read them, or even have to like them. They are mostly for the enjoyment of particular people anyway. If I can make someone’s day happier with a troll fic, then good.

• What are your favorite TV shows?

Anything by Joss Whedon. Dark Angel. Big Time Rush. Supernatural (used to be a favorite, but I don’t approve of the writing as of late). Invader Zim. Skins UK. Spongebob. I don’t watch a lot of new shows. For a lot of reasons.

• Why are you so rude and hateful?

I’m not particularly rude. I don’t try to be mean to anyone. I have a foul mouth and I speak my mind and I’m highly opinionated. I’m blunt. I don’t have a censor button, but, to me? Being rude is purposefully saying things that are MEANT to hurt someone. They aren’t necessarily the way you feel, they’re just being said because, well, you want to say them. I only say what I feel. And I never claim my opinion as truth. I don’t always say “oh this is my opinion” or “I think that,” because you don’t have to say that. If I say it, it’s my opinion. I don’t have to cater to anyone who can’t get that memo. So if you think that makes me rude, then I’m sorry. But I’m not going to change who I am for the internet. I don’t call people fat. I don’t tell people to go kill themselves. I only express the things on my mind about people that tend to irk me. Sometimes it’s about people you like, so, feel free to ignore. But mostly those things are behind read mores, so as to NOT be seen as rude. You know?

• Why do you enjoy hurting people’s emotions?

Joss Whedon. He broke my heart so I’ll break everyone else’s.

• What is your favorite color?

Black.

• What is your favorite number?

Five.

• Lately, anons have been claiming I do things for attention, and that I’m a bitter, self-absorbed person who doesn’t like other people to be successful.

And that’s not true at all, okay. I mean… we ALL do things for attention sometimes. And we all NEED attention. That’s why we’re here. But… you don’t know my life and how much I HAVE worked for things only to constantly be shoved back in life. It’s not fair, and yeah, I’ve struggled with depression and a shitty life for almost 25 years. But getting help isn’t EASY. And it’s not CHEAP. When you have to worry about being evicted, you can’t exactly worry about paying for therapy. So basically, when I say I want to fucking kill myself, i’m never doing it for attention. I’m saying it because I legitimately feel that way. And I DO wish I didn’t HAVE to feel that way. The whole bitter, self-absorbed, not wanting people to succeed thing is ridiculous too. Because I’m a crusader for a lot of people TO become successful. If I like what you do, I’m your biggest fucking fan. If I don’t like it? It’s because it’s just my opinion, and I don’t like it. Like damn it… can’t a girl NOT like something and NOT be considered a bitch just because it happens to be popular? It doesn’t matter if it has one view or a million. If I don’t like something, I don’t like it. And there are always lots of reasons for that.